Tila Tequila uploaded a video of herself on her ustream channel. She is all naked and talking crap like she is a god’s angel, sent especially on earth, she is lesbo and that her ex Shawn Merriman is a woman beater. At one point in the tape she appears to have a loaded gun to herself. She points the gun towards the camera and to her brain as if going to commit suicide. The tampon thread is also visible in the video. She was allegedly abused by Shawn Merriman and sought damages. Court has dismissed her case.

She has appeared publicly saying that Shawn’s actions have messed her and made her film the tape. Whatever the motive had been, she is getting very bad publicity for the ustream tape. People are dumping the tape as just a mean to get some money out of her ex boyfriend. Moreover this is not the first time she has appeared nude.

The episode of domestic violence she has referred to as the cause of making the tape occurred on 6th September. Reportedly she was drunk at the moment the domestic violence event occurred. However she took the position that she is ALLERGIC to alcohol.

The god’s angel theme seems to be some special discrepancy in her upper machinery as she had previously also referred to herself as someone special thrown among “ignorants”.

Her lawyer has also stated that Shawn Merriman’s actions have made her client all messed up and tape the video.

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